I have had quite a week. There have been ups and downs and highs and lows. I have gone running, I have danced, and I have sung. It has been quite a time.
I am beginning to wonder how I can take myself solely on an emotional journey, and not pull other people in to my questioning. Is it a bad thing to include other people in my emotional travels? I don't want to drive people away from me by my questions, and I don't want to frighten people when I gain intensity. I don't want to become dependent on others either. I don't want to constantly search. Especially when I have no idea what I am searching for. I want something more, but I have no idea what this "more" is, and I don't know what it will look like.
I wonder, wonder, wonder, where can I put all these emotions and thoughts? Where can I express myself.
How can I just be?